A Deep Dive into "Where’s Mum? Stories of Love, Loss And Menopause"

Let's take another deep dive into "Where’s Mum? Stories of Love, Loss And Menopause" by Michael Meyer Author

The collection of short stories, "Where’s Mum? Stories of Love, Loss And Menopause" by Dr. Michael D. Meyer, sets out with a clear and ambitious goal. As stated in its introduction, the book is intended to serve as a "fictional blueprint" and a "platform of discussion" designed to break the "shrouded bubble of silence" that so often surrounds menopause. Rather than being a clinical text, it deploys fictional narratives to explore a universal life stage that profoundly impacts individuals and their loved ones. This analysis deconstructs three primary thematic currents woven throughout these stories: 1. the profound impact on intimate relationships, 2. the transformative personal journeys of all characters involved, and 3. a sharp critique of the societal culture of ignorance that compounds the suffering associated with this transition.

The Erosion and Reconstruction of Intimate Relationships
The stories in this collection consistently frame menopause not as a solitary medical condition but as a relational phenomenon that fundamentally tests the foundations of marriage, family, and friendship. The narratives strategically place the menopausal transition at the epicenter of domestic life, interrogating the stress fractures that appear in intimate bonds and, in some cases, the paths characters take toward repair and deeper connection.

The Menopausal Catalyst: Marital Strain and Dissolution
Across the collection, Meyer posits the onset of menopausal symptoms as a primary catalyst for marital crisis. The physical, emotional, and psychological changes experienced by the female characters place an immense and often unarticulated strain on their partnerships, leading to communication failure, loss of intimacy, and, frequently, the dissolution of the marriage itself.
• Communication Breakdown: A recurring pattern is the collapse of effective communication. In "Marriage Counselling," JP's attempts to discuss their relationship are repeatedly "shut down" by his wife, Maggie, creating a chasm of misunderstanding. Similarly, in "Where's Mum?", the "joking banter" that once characterized Stephen and Ann's marriage vanishes, replaced by conversations that "sparked arguments or harsh words."
• Loss of Intimacy: The stories graphically depict a diminishment of both physical and emotional intimacy. Ryan, in "Rich Man Broke," finds himself a "rich man, but he was broke" in spirit, starved of the passion and connection that once defined his marriage to Fiona. In "A Happy Ending!", the friendship between two couples fractures after Neill's infidelity, an act committed while he is "in love again" with another woman, underscoring how relational decay within one marriage can destabilise surrounding bonds.
• Separation and Divorce: In several narratives, these accumulating strains lead to the formal end of the marriage. Stephen and Ann's growing distance results in their separation during a family holiday in "Where's Mum?". In a more dramatic confrontation, JP serves Maggie with divorce papers in "Marriage Counselling," a shocking act that forces her to confront the reality of their fractured relationship.

This pattern of escalating marital corrosion, driven by silence and misunderstanding, demonstrates that the primary crisis of menopause is often relational, a reality that inevitably ripples outward to affect the entire family unit.

Familial Fractures and Realignments
The author strategically deploys the child’s perspective to illustrate how the relational impact of menopause extends far beyond the marital couple, affecting parent-child dynamics and intergenerational bonds. The stories explore these wider familial fractures, often through the confused and hurt perspectives of children.
• The Child's Perspective: "Where's Mum?" offers a poignant analysis of the emotional toll on a child. Young Ben is left heartbroken and confused, wondering what he’s "done to make his Mum not like him anymore" as her affection and presence recede. His older brother, MJ, reacts with anger, roaring that his mother "forced him out by being a bitch" before moving in with his father, illustrating the divisive impact on siblings.
• Intergenerational Bonds: The dynamic between Ann and her mother, Una, in "Where's Mum?" highlights how even established family relationships become strained, with interactions marked by "loud talking, almost shouting." The crucial turning point for reconciliation is catalyzed not by the adults, but by Ben’s tearful plea to his mother. Ann only agrees to trust Una and see a specialist after she collects a sobbing Ben into her arms and admits, "You and Nana are right. I need to do something different."

These narratives argue that while menopause can shatter familial bonds, it can also create the conditions for their realignment, often through the unexpected intervention of the family’s youngest members.

The Path to Reconciliation and Deeper Connection
Several stories present narrative arcs where couples successfully navigate the crisis, working to rebuild their relationships and forge even stronger connections. These narratives contrast different methods and outcomes, suggesting there is no single path to healing.
• Shared Endeavour: In "Broke Man Rich," the narrative posits running not merely as exercise but as a form of non-verbal therapy. Ryan and Fiona reconnect through this shared physical challenge, creating a space for healing that culminates in Fiona’s powerful apology: "I had absolutely no control over my feelings or actions."
• Therapeutic Intervention: "Beyond Marriage Counselling" details a more structured approach. Maggie and JP engage in formal marriage counselling and attend a Tantra retreat to consciously rebuild their intimacy, demonstrating a commitment to using external tools and guidance to repair their bond.
• Informed Partnership: The resolution in "A Happy Ending!" presents the collection's ideal outcome. John and Helen's marriage is saved after both independently seek education about menopause. Armed with knowledge, they are able to reframe the crisis as a shared journey, approaching it together with patience and mutual understanding.

The profound changes in these relationships are mirrored by equally significant internal transformations within the characters themselves, suggesting that external repair requires internal evolution.

Narratives of Profound Personal Transformation
The stories consistently argue that menopause is not merely a series of symptoms to be managed but a period of profound change that initiates a crisis of identity. This transformation is not limited to the woman experiencing it; it forces those in her immediate circle, particularly male partners and children, to confront new realities and redefine their roles, often leading to unexpected personal growth.

The Woman's Journey Through Crisis and Identity Shift
The collection provides a multifaceted portrayal of the menopausal woman's internal struggle, moving beyond stereotypes to explore the complex psychological and physical challenges that redefine her sense of self.
• Emotional and Psychological Turmoil: The characters’ internal states are depicted with raw honesty. Maggie from "Marriage Counselling" struggles with "internal feelings of judging others constantly, coupled with rage." Fiona in "Rich Man Broke" becomes "very quick to anger," while Helen in "A Happy Ending!" experiences a "crippling depression."
• Cognitive and Physical Decline: The narratives detail the debilitating physical and mental challenges. Catherine’s contribution, "Fog-Outs," powerfully describes the experience of brain fog, where Cora's "mind went blank" in the middle of a sentence. In "A Walk to the River," Niamh endures debilitating menstrual cycles and physical pain, highlighting the severe bodily toll.
• Social Isolation: These internal and external changes frequently lead to self-imposed isolation. Maggie realises she had "effectively ostracised every one of her friends." Ann from "Where's Mum?" begins to spend "much more time alone," retreating into long, solitary walks and runs to cope with her internal state.

This period of crisis, however, is often positioned as a crucible from which a new, more authentic identity can emerge.

The Emergence of a New Self
A powerful narrative pattern across the collection is the emergence of female characters who navigate the menopausal transition and find a changed, and often stronger, sense of self on the other side.
• Post-Transition Identity: In "Where's Mum?", the "new version" of Ann is described as "calmer and less intense" than her former "football-obsessed version." Her son, Ben, comes to love this new mother "even better," suggesting that transformation, while painful, can lead to a more authentic self.
• Newfound Passions: Characters frequently discover new interests that redefine their lives. Maeve from "Not Fair," who enters surgical menopause at a young age, discovers a love for the outdoors and wild camping, a complete reversal of her previous preferences. Similarly, Maggie in "Beyond Marriage Counselling" finds a passion for writing, channeling her experiences into a creative outlet.
• Self-Advocacy and Healing: Dr. Emily's journey in "Feckin Hippies" functions as the collection's most direct polemic against a rigid pharmaceutical paradigm. By having a medical doctor find healing through psilocybin after conventional HRT treatments fail her, the author intentionally subverts medical authority and validates 'outlawed' knowledge systems, reframing them as "natural plant medicine."

This process of transformation is not exclusive to the female characters; their partners and sons undergo equally significant changes, becoming integral to the narrative of healing.

The Male Partner's Journey: From Confusion to Advocacy
The stories chart significant character arcs for the male partners and sons, who are profoundly affected by their loved one's menopausal journey. Their experiences are not presented as isolated patterns but as an evolving spectrum of male response to crisis.
• The Supportive Partner: At one end of this spectrum is John from "A Happy Ending!", who moves from ignorance and silent anguish to become an actively informed partner. His transformation represents the foundational ideal of a shared journey built on education and empathy.
• The Specialist: Ben's arc in "Where's Mum?" represents a deeper level of engagement. He evolves from a confused boy who misses his mother into a committed medical professional who undergoes "intensive training on the menopause" to become a "leading specialist," channeling personal pain into professional dedication.
• The Advocate: The most profound transformation is that of James from "Anguish Story." His "unequivivocal anguish" following his wife's suicide fuels a public mission. He becomes a reluctant leader, creating the "Understand Menopause" support group and thus converting private tragedy into a form of social advocacy.

These personal transformations, which move from private understanding to public action, unfold within a wider societal context that the collection actively critiques. Beyond the personal and relational dramas, the stories collectively serve as a powerful critique of a society and a medical system that systematically misunderstand, misdiagnose, and marginalise the experience of menopause. This culture of silence and mismanagement is presented as a central antagonist, directly exacerbating the suffering of the characters and their families.

The Pervasive "Culture of Silence"
The stories repeatedly identify a societal reluctance to discuss menopause as a root cause of conflict and tragedy. This silence isolates individuals and prevents them from accessing the knowledge and support necessary to navigate this life stage.
• Ignorance as a Root Conflict: The author’s introduction establishes this as a systemic problem, noting that "most types of doctors" receive "no formal education about the menopause." This is echoed in "Where's Mum?" with the observation that "Nobody ever talked about that subject back then."
• Tragedy in Isolation: The devastating outcome in "A Walk to the River" is directly linked to this silence. The narrative makes clear that Niamh’s disappearance is the culmination of a lifetime of silenced female suffering, including a forced teenage marriage, the catastrophic loss of her first baby, subsequent miscarriages, and debilitating menstrual pain. The author uses the setting of "rural Catholic Ireland" as a sociological shorthand for an institutionalized culture of shame, repeatedly emphasizing that "nobody talked about anything like that" in relation to all these traumas, thus framing Niamh's tragedy as systemic rather than merely personal.
• Gendered Exclusion: In "Anguish Story," James’s attempt to join a women's support group is rebuffed with the statement, "Menopause is a woman’s issue."

This narrative device critiques the gendered siloing of the topic, which actively prevents the mutual understanding required for couples and families to heal.
This general culture of silence is reflected in the specific and often inadequate responses of the medical establishment, which the stories meticulously deconstruct.

Portrayals of Medical Intervention: From Mismanagement to Hope
The collection offers varied depictions of the medical establishment's response to menopause, contrasting ineffective or harmful treatments with the possibilities of informed and empathetic care. The stories interrogate the significant gap between rote prescription and patient-centric solutions.
Ineffective/Harmful Interventions
Informed/Effective Care
Palliative Sedation: Ann in "Where's Mum?" is prescribed Valium, which only makes her "strange." In "Anguish Story," James's wife receives Xanax prior to her fatal overdose, suggesting such sedatives mask rather than treat the underlying issues.
Specialized Knowledge: The narrative champions expertise. Una actively seeks a "special doctor who can help Ann," noting that "very few doctors know how to treat the menopause," while Ben is inspired to become a leading specialist himself.
One-Size-Fits-All HRT: The difficult journey of Dr. Emily, a doctor herself, is illustrative. She suffers adverse reactions as she is cycled through "a different combination of HRT," highlighting the failures of a non-individualized approach ("Feckin Hippies").
Patient-Centric Approach: Positive outcomes are linked to personalized care. The GP in "Fog-Outs" takes blood samples to "determine the best course of action," while the specialist in "A Happy Ending!" explains that it may "take a few attempts to see what works best."

The narrative posits that in direct response to the failures of this conventional medical paradigm, many characters are compelled to explore alternative paths to healing.

Exploring Alternative and Integrative Paths
The narratives validate non-pharmaceutical and integrative approaches, presenting them as legitimate and sometimes superior routes to well-being. This turn toward alternative modalities is framed as a direct consequence of the shortcomings of the conventional medical system, empowering individuals to reclaim agency over their health.
• Holistic Retreats: Several stories feature healing retreats as catalysts for change. The women's retreat in "A Happy Ending!" focuses on natural remedies, diet, and meditation, while the Tantra retreat in "Beyond Marriage Counselling" provides a space to heal relational intimacy through non-medical practices.
• "Natural Plant Medicine": "Feckin Hippies" offers a direct contrast between conventional and alternative medicine. After HRT fails her, Dr. Emily finds success with psilocybin mushrooms, which allow her to "release and accept" the changes in her body, reframing a "recreational drug" as a therapeutic tool.
• Lifestyle as Medicine: The power of diet and exercise is a recurring theme. In "Fog-Outs," Cora is advised to add fish to her vegetarian diet to combat brain fog. In "Broke Man Rich," Ryan and Fiona use the discipline of marathon running as a powerful tool for both physical fitness and marital repair.

Conclusion: Beyond a Woman's Issue
The collection "Where’s Mum?" powerfully reframes menopause, moving it from a private, medicalised "woman's issue" to a significant relational, familial, and societal event. Through its diverse narratives of breakdown and repair, crisis and transformation, the book argues that the physical symptoms of menopause are often secondary to the emotional and relational damage caused by a pervasive culture of silence and ignorance. The stories deconstruct the isolating experience of this transition and rebuild it as a shared journey that demands participation from partners, children, and the medical community alike. Ultimately, the message identified in this analysis is an urgent call for empathy, open communication, and shared understanding as the only viable path through this universal human transition.

©Susan McKenna, Director, Book Hub Publishing. October 2025.